How many times have you been in a place in life where
you wonder if God even notices you? If
He is even paying attention? If He even
cares? Maybe you even dared to pray, but
wondered if He was even listening.
You think you are the only one? Maybe you even feel guilty because you
follow Jesus but have emotions of hopelessness, abandonment or just plain
stressed out by life at times. Or maybe
you have done something so stupid, so foolish that everybody who seemed to
“love you” turned their back and left you to rot. And you begin to wonder if they did – maybe
God did too.
You aren’t the only one. Would you believe that there was a guy that
was described as a guy after God’s Heart who felt the same way? This was a guy whom God had richly blessed,
protected and delivered time after time – but look at what he wrote:
Help, GOD—the bottom has fallen out of my life! Master, hear my
cry for help! Listen hard! Open your ears! Listen to my cries for mercy. Psalm 130:1-2 (MSG)
GOD—the bottom has fallen out of my life! Master,
hear my cry for help! 2 Listen
hard! Open your ears! Listen to my cries for mercy. 3 If you, GOD, kept records on wrongdoings, who
would stand a chance? 4 As it turns out, forgiveness is your
habit, and that's why you're worshiped. 5 I pray to GOD—my life a prayer— and wait for what
he'll say and do. 6 My life's on the line before God, my Lord,
waiting and watching till morning, waiting and watching till morning. 7 O
Israel, wait and watch for GOD—
with GOD's arrival comes love,
with GOD's arrival comes generous
redemption. 8 No doubt about it—he'll redeem Israel, buy back
Israel from captivity to sin. Psalm
130:1-8
Thoughts and Questions
Verses 1-2 – THIS IS WHERE I AM
In
the Hebrew Mind the ocean represents fear, the unknown, the untamed.
Mark’s Paraphrase: “Things are out of control. I feel like I am drowning! Where are You? Can You hear me? Are You listening?”
Notice
he cries for “Mercy” – Mercy is for when you are guilty. Perhaps it was his own actions that got him
in to this mess.
Verses 3-4 – THIS IS WHO YOU ARE
God
forgives in – casts it from east to west – remembers it no more.
When
you find God, you find total forgiveness.
Holiness
– consistence in life.
Mark’s Paraphrase: “God – truth is none of us is worthy of
You. You forgive over and over and
over. That is why we worship/are in awe
of You.”
Verses 5-6 – THIS WON’T LAST FOREVER – THIS IS WHAT I’LL DO
God
is always faithful. I will wait for Him.
I
wait expecting Him to act – not just hope – but expect.
Mark’s Paraphrase: “I pray – and wait for you to lead and
provide. If not, I’m screwed – I have
nothing else. I wait expectantly for You
to act.”
Verses 7-8 – I’M NOT ALONE
Mark’s Paraphrase: “Hey everyone. When God gets here He brings love and
redemption. Have confidence, He will
deliver us.”
Conclusion
It may not change your circumstances, the suffering may not end immediately, but you will realize you aren't alone. And you will realize there is hope. God has always been faithful. He was in the Bible. He is/was to people all around you - ask them. When you find Him you find forgiveness. You find restoration. You find acceptance. You find hope.
The same is true of people. When you find one who follows Jesus you find forgiveness, restoration, acceptance and hope.
What you are going through won't last forever. Dawn always comes and things look worse at night. Look for God to act. Look to Him. Listen for Him. He is at work in your life and all around you. Stop focusing on your situation and focus on Him.
Realize you aren't the only one who has is going through difficult times. Everyone has a story. In the immortal words of REM - Everybody Hurts. It may do you well to find them and help them, talk to them, encourage them. It will do you both well.
You will make it through this. It won't be easy, it may not be quick, but you will make it through this. Talk to Him. Look for Him. Listen for Him.
This won't last forever. You are not alone.
You will make it through this.
4 comments:
God could always create something better, with infinite wisdom and goodness God freely willed to create a world progressing towards its ultimate perfection. In God's plan this process seems to involve the appearance of certain evil beings as well of the disappearance of loved ones good and filled with love. With physical good there exists also physical evil as long as creation has not reached perfection. The fact that God permits physical and even moral evil is a mystery that God illuminates by his Son Jesus Christ who died and rose to vanquish evil. Faith gives us the certainty that God would not permit an evil if he did not cause a good to come from that very evil, by ways that we shall fully know only in eternal life"where sin increased, grace overflowed all the more,Rom 5:20"
Thank you for posting this. I needed to read this. Bless you Mark!
Thank you for posting this. I needed to read this. Bless you Mark!
Thank you for posting this. I needed to read this. Bless you Mark!
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