Over the last few months I have often wondered if things will
ever be the same. On some good days, I see
glimmers of hope – that somehow God will continue to remake – renew me into
something that He can use for His glory.
On other days, I see people who I dearly love and have respected refuse
to have anything to do with me, treat me as a pariah, seemingly erasing me from
their very existence. And God that
hurts.
Every person God used in the Bible failed Him at some
point. Abraham lied, David committed
adultery, Solomon strayed from his faith, Moses murdered a man, Peter deserted
Jesus, Paul persecuted the church and the list could go on.
Each man failed God – sinned – and that sin brought for
death and destruction (John 10:10) – it always does. But in each case God didn’t give up on
them. While God forgives, He does not
remove the consequences for that sin. In
some cases those men in the list paid an incredible price in consequences for
their sin – but God didn’t abandon them.
Paul writes to the Church in Corinth that we are being “transformed
into His image with ever-increasing glory, which comes from the Lord.” 2 Corinthians 3:18. That word “transformed” comes from the Greek
Word metamorphoo which we get the
word metamorphosis from. You know that
word from your biology class – it is the process by which a caterpillar changes
into a cocoon then into a butterfly. A process that is slow, ugly, filled with
struggles but ends up producing something of beauty.
Although many verses talk about something similar in
Salvation – “old things pass away, behold all things become new” (2 Corinthians
5:17) that isn’t what Paul is referring to in 2 Corinthians 3:18. He is talking about how God is transforming
us into His image after we have come to follow Him. It is a lifelong process. A slow, ugly, filled with struggles but ends
up producing something of beauty kind of life long process.
When I look at Scripture – what God has to say, I gain
hope. Listen to these verses.
Psalm 42:5 (NLT) Why am I discouraged?
Why is my heart so sad? I will put my hope in God! I will praise him again— my
Savior.
Psalm 25:4-5 (NLT) Show me the right path, O LORD; point out the road for me to
follow. Lead me by your truth and teach me, for you are the God who saves
me. All day long I put my hope in you.
Proverbs 20:24 (NLT) The LORD directs our steps, so why try to understand everything along the way?
Zephaniah 3:17 (NLT) For the LORD your God is living among you. He is
a mighty savior. He will take delight in you with gladness. With his love, he
will calm all your fears. He will rejoice over you with joyful songs.”
Isaiah 42:16 (NLT) I will lead blind
Israel down a new path, guiding them along an unfamiliar way. I will brighten
the darkness before them and smooth out the road ahead of them. Yes, I will
indeed do these things; I will not forsake them.
Isaiah 58:8 (NLT) “Then your salvation will come like the dawn, and your wounds will quickly heal. Your godliness will lead you forward, and the glory of the LORD will protect you from behind.
Isaiah 58:8 (NLT) “Then your salvation will come like the dawn, and your wounds will quickly heal. Your godliness will lead you forward, and the glory of the LORD will protect you from behind.
It is so hard to fully believe that God will do these things
in my life. I know that sounds terrible
for someone who has preached 35 years to say that … but it is true. But if I don’t believe Him – what do I have
left? If I look to people, some have
responded with honesty, love and graciousness – and for those I will be
eternally grateful. Others – people
who claim to know Jesus – have responded in a very
different manner.
I guess we have disappointed each other. But I have found that I cannot look to them
for comfort, forgiveness, or hope. If I
am to find those things, I must find them in Him.
I have learned many things in the last few months – amongst them – If I
look to anyone or anything other than God for comfort, forgiveness or hope I
will ultimately be disappointed. Looking
to men – even godly men – for something that God can only give will always
leave one disillusioned or disappointed. And I have done both.
Right now is a painful part of the “transformation” – the metamorphosis
of an sinful follower of Jesus into the Image of God. It hurts.
It is terrifying. It is
painful. But – I am hopeful. I am trying to be confident that “He who
began this good work in me will continue it for His glory.” Philippians 1:6